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17 Jul
no matter how positive i remain and no matter how much faith i put into believing that we will be parents someday soon – there is this pain in my heart that consumes me. we are so ready to dedicate our lives to being parents. to hand over our hearts to the tiny life that we created. to become the selfless individuals we’ve always wanted to be. slaves to diapers and burp cloths, story times and lullabies. i’m tired of free time, the ability to take a bubble bath or stay out late at night. i’ve lived the part of my life that was mine own. if i never again have time to read a grownup book, enjoy a hot cup of tea or a leisurely trip to the mall, i’d be completely satisfied.
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I really want to participate in this. I am going to participate in it very soon, and now that I’ve written it here – I must. If you know anyone who has experienced pregnancy loss and would be interested in participating, please pass this along.
Have Faith. It will come very soon, just wait….
My heart hurts for you even more now after reading this.
I am so sorry to hear this. I know it must be so devastating. Saying little prayers for you